Choosing My Battles.

Why don't you
Come right out and say it?
Even if the words are probably gonna hurt
I'd rather have the truth
Than something insincere
-Come Right Out and Say It, Relient K

You say you want me to just say it. You say you want complete honesty, but I really don't think you can handle it. There are so many things I want to just blurt out but I know if I let those words past my lips I would regret it. These words that I have stored inside, these thoughts that linger in my head. . .they are so poisonous, so deadly. If you had the slightest idea you would be shocked. I can't be honest with you, I care about you too much. You say I will never solve anything that way, I call it choosing my battles. There are simply some things that are worth saying, and some that aren't.

There are more constraints put on my words than you notice. Some thoughts that fly inside my mind would kill relations instantly. Some thoughts that fly inside my mind would be frowned upon by society and more importantly, my friends. Some thoughts that fly inside my mind, as I said, would poison you. Some thoughts that fly inside my mind would make you think so lowly of me, I can't bear to let you know. You say I will never solve anything this way, I call it choosing my battles.