I'm Sorry. . .

I know you say if I were really sorry I wouldn't do this, but it's something I can't get out of my head. This is my time to fall, all I can do is pray that you'll be there to help me get back up and nurse me back to health. I'm so sorry. I know I said I would heed your warnings, but I can't this time. You were too late, and now I'm far too deep. Please remember I'm sorry, but this is just something I have to do on my own for once. I'm not always right, but you can be wrong--hopefully this will be one of those rare occasions where you aren't correct. I'm sorry. I'm done holding your hand, I'm going now, into the world--to live for myself, to learn for myself. This is my decision, it will affect my life. Please realize that I am sorry that I am putting you through it, using you as a crutch, even through it drags you through the dirt. It's my turn to keep my interests in mind, and stop trying to please you all. It's time for me to make my own decisions, to go make my own path but thank you, for being there along the way. I love you.